woods

today was great.
went bowling, for a walk got food watching movies.

tomorrow is going to be great also

hope yall having a good fall.
later peeps.

moving on

and so it begins...

runner

Went to see The Maze Runner last night.. pretty great ;)

Hope everyone is having a great ass friday.
=)

pink

great day going out to eat. =)

I must have a manicure day tomorrow

peace yall
<3 br="">

im walking on sunshine!!

I used to think maybe you love me, I know that it's true
And I don't wanna spend all of my life just waiting for you
 Now I don't want you back for the weekend, not back for a day, no, no, no
Baby I just want you back and I want you to stay






eh no fuck that
leave me alone.  dont bring me down with your bullshit.
=)

goodbye my love

You held my hand so tight
We watched the stars all night
But still I realize
There's something in your eyes.

The way you say you love me
And that we are meant to be
Is killing every piece of me
If you could only see.

There's no doubt you really care
But it's your heart you can never share
And though you tried your best to love me
It's just not meant to be and so I set you free.

It's hard for me to let go
But it's the only way I know
To spare you from suffering
And to save my heart from dying.


Still I thank you for everything
And it's your love I'll forever be missing
And now that I have to go
Remember what we had was never a show.

I love you dear and so I fear
You'll be miserable if I am near
So take this chance and explore the world
Let your heart be your sword!

this too shall pass =)

my new love is right... I do deserve the best. ;)

concerned.

time runs out faster than we want it to..

I would generally like to do indoor skydiving rather than outdoor...  I dont think that is something I would regret when I die.. Oh no, I should have choose outdoor skydivng.. why?!?!
lol
you don't understand I do not have any time to waste on people that do not care about me. 

 I will never be the one with the perfect fairytale ending, I have come to accept that.  But I  am still hopeful =)

tomorrow is a new start.

I have to be with someone who cares about me.

at a crossroads.

Which direction shall I choose?
what I want.,.? or what I need?
=(

to be continued....

You will never know the exact moment that she'd given up. One day you will begin to miss her again, but it will be too late.. sometimes we get tired of trying and trying and trying-only to be shut down. In the end, All you will know is that you did nothing to stop her.

time

is not on my side. im not ready. i have so much to do. i need more time. i need to do more.

true love

sometimes we are just lucky enough to see it.

wow

you have got to be kidding me!!!!!!!!!!!

booo hooo

Ive been having a bad couple days..   my hair is a mess so far. I gotta dry it and dye it again. hopefully it turns out okay.  my doctor kept calling wanting me to make an appt which I have put off because I don't wanna hear the bad news.  so now I have a doctor appt. tomorrow and one next week. damn....

well at least if I am dying I can finally have an excuse to sell everything I own and skip my ass to Hawaii. CYA!!!!

smile

some people just make you so happy, you do not know what you ever did before them.



..oh yeah..
be treated fucking miserably

HA HA!!

ouch

where there is a flame.. someone's bound to get burned..




 

snluhjbt

forever is a long time, I wouldn't mind spending it by your side...

kudos

life is great <3 p="">
making that bank $$$$

having a great summer!!!
<3 p=""><3 p="">

sad

and that is why you do not fall in love with a person youve only known for a week... and that is also leaving the country....

Please please let me get what I want this time

you raise me up

I seriously dont know where I would be if you hadnt come in my life.
I was so ready to give up on it all. then there you were. I will never be able to repay you and be there for you the way you are there for me. I only thought people like you existed in movies. I never thought I could be so lucky to find someone like you.

you love me

 going out tonight yayy!!  <3 p="">


 counting stars...

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

[Verse 1]
I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my face is flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Chorus:]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

[Verse 2:]
I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is our four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

[Chorus:]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Oh, oh, oh.

[Bridge 4x:]
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

help im alive

been busy lately so very good. <3 p="">I bought my dog a harness its so cute, but too small so I have to find a ride to petco sometime soon. =(
damn car

seriously?

funnies conversation.
I wont copy the texts due to privacy issues. but this is too funny and happens on a daily basis.

enter guy with girl friend that wont stop texting me.
always asking for my panties. seriously.
then goes on to explain how he is a good guy and all girls should date a guy like him.

I seriously at am a loss for words. are you for real??!!
you think your a good guy??!!
you have a girlfriend yet you keep hitting on me? do you seriously want me to answer that? idiots.. I swear..

Feeling Fabulous

So what are the chances of me being chosen? 1/73 yay... that my friends, is what we call a chance in hell.  I really am not one to give up easily, but I am one to explore my options. Sometimes, that can be a real down side. Because we are all aware that the grass is greener on the other side. I am living proof of that.  

so here goes a ramble... it is very funny that I am now aware of this. For like the last half of my life I have always wanted.....
and omfg if i could go a minute without a fucking text that would be fucking awesome KTHANKS guys!!!.\
ok yeah so I have always wanted the sensitive guy type ect... but then when I have had the sensitive guy type in my life. its like leave me alone HELLOOO.>> Idk I just like to chase ppl I guess.. I have talked with my girls and its the same way.. so its like when I have these guys texting me every minute its nice untill they get freaking desperate. like seriously??!!!!  no i am not going to marry you and have kids after knowing you for a couple days,,, fuck off dude!! its like that emo song seriously, I already have a Pussy I dont need another one. bahaha.... its like suck it up dude. Im the girl not you. stop crying to me over GD texts thats what girls do. hahaha. thats why ill stick with my manly men. which means i need to go to more gyms. haha ;)

and stop trying to have a conversation when im gaming. no chance in hell i mean ill talk to you but quit trying to get me to come over cuz its not gunna happen again. just saying. if its a one night stand im the one whos saying dont call me again. and here they are calling me every freaking day like im their gf. like seriousy? GTFO

so funny

Best night ever. So ready to throw it all away again.  reallydone with these dumb ppl.  Just get out of my life! 

the morningnafter

I dontnknowmwhy imdo stupid things

new life

Been working out everyday its great. Passed my fitness test with flying colors. Can't wait to start my new life   <3 p="">

you call me so many names now

if you think im mad today, you should have seen me yesterday..

anyway. went to an awesome concert at mojoes it was so flipping awesome. met some realllly cool awesome people. heard some great music and some crazy music haha..

went drunk bowling with some cool people the musician guy was funny. it just kills my hands tho the ball had a chip off of it and it kept cutting into me.

i cant wait for my new yoga pants to come in the mail. so i can wear them to the gym and my new karate class woot woot.

the second time around

everything is different. and no i cannot remember all their faces or their voices. ok maybe i can remember those but not their NAMES! haha true story...

only the one i want to.. thats my curse. ugh
its funny because i would have dropped everything for this person. but now i dont think that iis such a good idea.. idk. 

fatty

so happy everything happens for a reason. it all works out in the end. I know I deserve him hes great. ok then off to go  meet up with him again. haha =) =)

yyyyyeahhhh... =p

everything happens for a reason?

Hi my name is Jessica and this is how my life is going =)