stupid rain

so we are going to the beach club today. hopefully this rain will stop ugh......
but it will be fun either way

idk

Hypnopompic hallucinations are often discussed along with hypnogogic hallucinations. Both of these have to do with hallucinations occurring as people enter or exit sleep. When people are just on the edge of sleep they might experience hypnogogic hallucinations. If a person is about to wake, he or she could have a hypnopompic hallucination.
What makes hypnogogic and hypnopompic hallucinations different from dreams is that they tend to lack a story. Moreover the hallucinations may vary. People could experience a physical feeling, a smell, a sound, or quite frequently an image or sight.
The image could be a simple line, dot, pattern, or it could be a full person, animal or other. It is important to add that whatever experienced, the perception of something not there can feel very real. Hypnopompic hallucinations might make people bolt out of bed, and then feel very disoriented, or they sometimes create the sensation that the person is paralyzed and cannot move.
Hypnogogic and hypnopompic hallucinations are characterized by their “realness.” They also have a tendency to disrupt sleep. While they might suggest a person has sleep disorder, the hallucinations do not have much to say about the sanity of the person having them.

one last thing.

first of all. I cant believe how stupid I was to see what was right in front of my face. do you really think im that stupid?

second of all. you shouldn't believe everything that is on the internet ;)

nobody believes me

Im sorry I can't be perfect. Im tired of trying to make everyone happy. Im serious wtf.  everyone else is so goddamn selfish. now its my turn. I had a great night with someone who actually cares. Id rather be with someone who cares than keep wasting my fucking time.

night time

what the heck? I dont talkto someone for months and now he wants to stop by in an hour? wtf.. now he calling

ermgrhd

I hate when ppl say they are going to take me somewhere then they never do. yes I want to spend everyday in your room fun times.. not.

heart

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.


To rid ourselves of our shadows - who we are - we must step into either total light or total darkness

I am on the brink now. I must choose which patch I am going to take.  

pissedk

fuck shit sut fuck fuck fuck FUCK SHIT DAMNHIT FUUUCKKK FUCk DAMN FUCkING SHIT FUcxK MY LIFE!


can you tell im pissed?
oh no?
well fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sleep

I love how I have to work till 2-4 am and my family decides to be loud and wake me up every morning at like 6 am wtf... do you see me waking them up? nooo... people are so rude.

=)

soo excited to start this new chapter in my life! its going to be so much fun. now to go get some new pumas ;)

iwanna go home

I wish you knew how much I like you, how much I love talking to you and how much I wish you were mine.I wonder what goes through your mind when someone mentions my name to you.When a girl is acting like she doesn't care about you anymore, that's when she needs you the most.

 Everyone tells you that you deserve better but no one is willing to give it to you.

glory hole

so im a great PI. I almost forgot that. and all these assholes can kiss my ass. you actually think you can lie to me and i wont find out? oh that is hilarious!!!! and I dont see how you can live with yourself. seriously.you blame everyone else for YOUR problems. get a life. when something bad happens in a relationship you always blame the other person and never yourself or together. its always 100% the other persons fault.  NEWSFLASH!! relationships take two people you fuckking dick.

everybody loves me im so fly.

haha this is so fucking cool. <3 p="">you know what i love most about this... um everything??  yes thats it! eureka Its everything!!
you know someone is right for you when they make you smile not cry! 
no way!         it was always the other way around. it just happens so much you begin to get use to it. well I could get use to this.  this is so great. lmao..

am i glowing?

All I want is to be able to spend a lifetime with someone. Is that too much to ask for?

eooohhwhoo

Im moving on up!!  got my whole life ahead of me. this is going to be great. florida here I come

=)

It was all just a misunderstanding. all is well in the realm of love again. I suppose its better off to be with someone who isn't going to leave me hanging...

stupid love song.

There are so many things I wish I could say.........

bs.

Im so done with everyone. all you assholes. yes, you.

the ___ of death

he took my breath away. there was no way that dude was going to play my muse when i had a perfectly hot guy to get the job done.  the only way to work through this is to ignore it.
before I even knew him, I memorized the color of his eyes.  there are more people on earth.

stranded

I just remembered how much shit you put me through. yeah I hate you.

im making myself smarter.

well waited around. just had flings and let them go. didn't want to hold a steady relationship. and for what?
well Its too late for you.
I found someone.
I cant wait to get the hell out of here and spend time at the beach.
so you can rot in hell.