end of my days?

well pills and alcohol equal bad mix now im bleeding internally.fantastic.. oh well hopefully its quick.

serious

f everyone dont need this shiz iy fuuck u dude fuck u peepe

eat. pray. love.

well everything seems to be falling into place.  I am starting this new age church thing today, it should be fun. I am excited for many new possibilities to open up.  So far so good with the new job front. Life is just too short to stay mad and keep negative energy.  It so much easier to spend time with others and genuinely be happy. now its time to figure out what to wear!

no no no

these dreams of someone seriously need to stop.

lessons

I absolutely love getting followed by random guys from job to job.*sarcasm* seriously, how does this happen? time to change my appearance yet again..

early to rise...

its going to be a long week. but it will be well worth it in the end.. $$

new beginnings

well things are looking up =)
tomorrow Im going somewhere special and it is going to start many new beginnings. I cant believe I got so distraught over stuff that does not even matter. Im ready to move on with my life and become who I was meant to be.  I know there are things waiting for me out there I just have to find them.

I could get use to you.

I did want this thing between us. I could get use to him. waking up with him like this made me wonder again if this is exactly where im meant to be.

bye

im ready to die

f men

yeah so guys if you start talking about fucking me, marrying me, masturbation, how hot i am over and over..
within the first 5 minutes of talking to me.
aint no fucking way im goinge  to talk to you. get the fuck outta here!!!

hope

well time to give whatshisname a chance. Im done with all the mfuckin assholes. oh wait i wont be around long. does that matter? wtf idk. might as well be happy.

dying.

the dark secrets. pain and punishment. The darkness is coming. swallowing me whole. my time is running out. Its coming to get me. try to forget, try to move on. all hope is fading. It creeps into the corners of the world. they hide in the darkness. waiting, watching for the time they can bring you down.

hey loser

its your loss dude.

grinds my gears.

well you know what.. I have moved on to bigger and better things before. and well.. Im sick of this same old story repeating itself. if someone doesn't want to me with me fuck 'um. I don't have time to sit and wait around for them. I deserve to be with someone who likes me for me. someone I don't have to beg to get them to talk to me. someone who puts an effort to do things with me. especially that.  not oh, im going to bring you.. but ignore you the whole time. yeah fuck that shit man. nobody wants to deal with that shit.

im sorry

what else can I say?

likely story

exactly what I thought. and that is why I do not become attached. stupid... on to better things.