oh it is love?

can you love someone before you even really know them?

because I remember the day I fell in love with him.  he was wearing this red blackhawks hoodie and that was the day I knew I loved him. funny thing is, it was before I knew really anything about him. looked into his eyes and knew it was much more than some stupid school girl crush.
It is bad how you can ruin something when it was all you wanted.. oh well, live and learn.

I didnt know I was lost.

Well went to statesville haunted prison last night, it was sooo much fun.
Today it was so great.
I spent my last two hours in the cooler stocking beer and what not. even tho it was freezing, i went numb after a while. but anyway, i was so focused. I just zoned out and didn't think about anything or anyone for two hours, it was great. no worries.  Im going down the right path. I need to just forget about all these people who dont give a shit about me. and be with people who actually care and want to go and do stuff and want to be seen with me. and not just take me to their bed room. OMG these turtle beach headphones are the shit!!!! it feels like im at a rave!! boo ya!!


so yeah all you people out there! dont forget every thing will work out! you just gotta push through all the stupid shit and wait for what your here for!! =)

"All my life Ive been waiting for someone like you, ya"
 I could get use to hearing that 

sigh

time for me to move on for good.. and just in the luck of time someone comes around haha ;) oh its going to be a good weekend.

fire

stating to get burned out. so much to do, so little time.

fall is in the air

time for bonfires, hoodies, fall leaves. especially halloween. my birthday is this weekend so its gunna be a blast.