eeeeek

so excited to go to Florida sooon... packing sucks tho.. idk what to bring!!!

drunk thoughts

i dont think we will ever get along.

taste kickin'

you know that moment when you realize that someone is never going to grow up. yeah its kinda like that. Its like there is no point to this drama. I can do better.. Hell, I have done better and I keep going back to this childish bullshit.. and for what? I really have no clue.  There's really nothing that inspires me, nothing brings me in. Just the thought that maybe they will realize it all. ha ha yeah like that is ever  going to happen. people get to caught up in alcohol and drugs for their own good. and look where it has gotten you.. nowhere. don't you see the people around you? There are people being happy, creating families, creating lasting memories that they will keep with them forever. And what are you doing? getting black out drunk to fill the void in your life. Oh yeah that sounds like soo much fun. no, fuck that. fuck every fucking bullshit lie you tell yourself at night.  And to think i would actually want to spend my life with someone like that? I don't think so..
There is just so much more in life. every day is a new chance to make new beginnings.  I though I would never fall in love again. but I did. true honest to god love at first sight.. I don't want to talk about that..

trouble

you know that feeling you get when you think you are about to do a bunch of stupid stuff.. yeah got that feeling.. oh man this weekend is going to be trouble...  really dont feel like spending the night on a four wheeler again..

sad face

i miss them already. booo hoo

yeah

just got back from the mall with the guys. tomorrow night should be fun. #drunktime

fun sun fun sun fun sun

so the wedding was yesterday. so much fun. Today we are getting the guys we are hosting from overseas that will be interesting. busy busy busy day!!! and going to Florida in a couple weeks woot woot!! <3 br="">

up up annd away

so while hiking is great. one day I will not be afraid of heights and today was not that day. and i hate when people say if you do what your afraid of you wont be afraid anymore. yes well that is not true. because i climed a castle, went backwards over a open hole and rock climbed and yet im still afraid. but for a short period of time i was not afraid afterwards. and im tired of the hippie friend who just smokes pot all day and cant keep its really annoying and i wanted to push him down the hill. but omg  the view was amazing. and tomorrow were going to my favvvvorite place ever. cant wait.

hurry hurry hurry

Im glad I knew it all those years but I gave it the benefit of the doubt. oh well i found better.

so omg. this is going to be the quickest wedding in the history of weddings. shitttt.. i have a little over a week to get everything ready. so much to do. its going to be awesome.
then a week after that we are taking off to Florida. great!!! I cant wait.  I cant wait to get the fuck out of here and leave the past in the dust.  I need to go tomorrow and get a dress.

HAHAHAHA

Beth: "What are you two doing?!?"
Celeste: "What do you mean?"
Jesse: "Yeah, what do you mean?"
Beth: "You guys have been separated for six months. You're getting divorced and you spend every day together as if like it's no big deal."
Celeste: "We are separated and we're friends."
Jesse: "It's the perfect breakup."
Beth: "Sorry..."
(in German accents)
Jesse: "Beth is so angry."
Celeste: "Ya, she is uber-angry."
Jesse: "Ya"


so this is my totally new favorite show.

although i absolutely adore the ikea store. its so funny how they are having a hard time putting a dresser together. that shit is so hard. especially bc nothing is in english. FUCK SWEDEN!! lmao no just a few select people.