you love me

 going out tonight yayy!!  <3 p="">


 counting stars...

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

[Verse 1]
I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my face is flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Chorus:]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

[Verse 2:]
I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is our four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

[Chorus:]
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep (hey!)
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard (hey!)
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Oh, oh, oh.

[Bridge 4x:]
Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

help im alive

been busy lately so very good. <3 p="">I bought my dog a harness its so cute, but too small so I have to find a ride to petco sometime soon. =(
damn car

seriously?

funnies conversation.
I wont copy the texts due to privacy issues. but this is too funny and happens on a daily basis.

enter guy with girl friend that wont stop texting me.
always asking for my panties. seriously.
then goes on to explain how he is a good guy and all girls should date a guy like him.

I seriously at am a loss for words. are you for real??!!
you think your a good guy??!!
you have a girlfriend yet you keep hitting on me? do you seriously want me to answer that? idiots.. I swear..

Feeling Fabulous

So what are the chances of me being chosen? 1/73 yay... that my friends, is what we call a chance in hell.  I really am not one to give up easily, but I am one to explore my options. Sometimes, that can be a real down side. Because we are all aware that the grass is greener on the other side. I am living proof of that.  

so here goes a ramble... it is very funny that I am now aware of this. For like the last half of my life I have always wanted.....
and omfg if i could go a minute without a fucking text that would be fucking awesome KTHANKS guys!!!.\
ok yeah so I have always wanted the sensitive guy type ect... but then when I have had the sensitive guy type in my life. its like leave me alone HELLOOO.>> Idk I just like to chase ppl I guess.. I have talked with my girls and its the same way.. so its like when I have these guys texting me every minute its nice untill they get freaking desperate. like seriously??!!!!  no i am not going to marry you and have kids after knowing you for a couple days,,, fuck off dude!! its like that emo song seriously, I already have a Pussy I dont need another one. bahaha.... its like suck it up dude. Im the girl not you. stop crying to me over GD texts thats what girls do. hahaha. thats why ill stick with my manly men. which means i need to go to more gyms. haha ;)

and stop trying to have a conversation when im gaming. no chance in hell i mean ill talk to you but quit trying to get me to come over cuz its not gunna happen again. just saying. if its a one night stand im the one whos saying dont call me again. and here they are calling me every freaking day like im their gf. like seriousy? GTFO

so funny

Best night ever. So ready to throw it all away again.  reallydone with these dumb ppl.  Just get out of my life! 

the morningnafter

I dontnknowmwhy imdo stupid things

new life

Been working out everyday its great. Passed my fitness test with flying colors. Can't wait to start my new life   <3 p="">