bun buns

Hope everyone had a great holiday. I know I did. Ive been so busy. And also been sick the last few days.. which sucks bc I lost like 2 days at work =(
but anyways... I finally have someone who treats me right. It has been so much fun. but thats not what this is about.. =)


This is about my baby. And I am really bad a picking out names.. it took me a couple days to name her... but I decided on Eloise.  I just always liked the name...  I actually have three bunnies. <3 amazing.="amazing." are="are" at="at" br="br" first="first" fluffy="fluffy" it="it" love="love" nbsp="nbsp" sight.="sight." so="so" super="super" they="they" was="was">

confessions...

I said I would stop. I'm trying my best. Its just hard to quit.
It is also hard to type with fake nails, but that's another story haha..

speaking of stories... Here comes some confessions of a shopaholic...
Just Fab is selling 3 purses for $59.95!!!!
That is a great deal considering my last purse I bought from Charming Charlie cost over $40. So thats like $5.00 for the other two purses. Oh man, I could not be happier. =D
    "Chrysler Building"           "High Society"            "Frontrunner"
 I don't have any yellow or blue purses and I have been looking for ones I actually like. I wanted a tan purse, that can look nice during occasions... I also think the names for the purses and shoes are so cute and clever. www.justfab.com



on one of my shopping outings, I came across this store: .                   I absolutely fell in love with this store. I wanted to buy everything!! They also had some very good prices as well. Personally, I like having more things for my money. I'm not one of those people who are going to spend over $100 for a shirt. If you are like me, then you need to hit up this place. www.bodyc.com

im going surfing.

one day I will go surfing and from then on I will never stop. I'm going to wake up at the crack of dawn and run towards that ocean.  It will be great.
not to change the subject but ...
any guy who breaks up with a girl who thought she was prego is a freaking jerk.  Im just tired of jerks. But you know what is funny, when your the one who uses a guy and see his face haha they sure dont like it. Im just tired of meaningless relationships(ill call them that). oh man this is messing up now. yeah I have a problem of messing things up. oh but yeah im just tired of playing the field. Its not fun. its not for me.  Im just glad im finding who I am.  I have alot to look forward too. surgery next week and idk what to do if something goes wrong.  Im so sick of desperate people. 
The man I love likes chow mein. =)

Fear of Losing Control

You feel overwhelmed by the prospect of change, and worry that if you follow your heart, you will risk everything—your financial security, your future, even your relationships. When faced with a decision, "catastrophizers," as psychologists call them, tend to jump to the worst-case outcome. For example, when you think about changing jobs, you quickly come to a vision of yourself living on the street after failing miserably. Karen Reivich, PhD, codirector of the University of Pennsylvania's Resiliency Program, has a useful technique for easing that anxiety. When you feel your negative thoughts spiraling out of control, try forcing them in the opposite direction by imagining an equally improbable best-case scenario. For example, you are so amazing at your new job that you get promoted five times in the first year and appear on the cover of Forbes. This positive picture broadens your outlook, and makes it easier for you to envision a realistic scenario between the two extremes. You will likely struggle a bit as you transition into the new job, but you will gradually become more successful—and feel much happier and more satisfied.

fear is the heart of love.

Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime-- the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself-- is the same person who's been standing beside you all along
Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew...knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest---was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair.

gash

how hard is it to find a holland lop bunny?

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I dont know what to do anymore.

do you like where your headed?
are you happy?