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I have always tried to make everyone else happy.  Especially ones who have walked out on me. Its just funny that even though people have done bad things to me I still wanted to make them happy.  It was a huge mistake. That person is a total jerk.  The only person that deserves happiness is the one who makes me happy. Its funny how happy you thought you were with someone, and for what? what did they ever do to make you happy? I really cant think of anything. It is all negative.  I deserve someone who I can sing stupid Christmas songs with (LOL). I use to be angry all the time, because of people who have hurt me. If someone hurts you in any way then they do not deserve to have you. Its nice to have someone who is there for you no matter what. They do not want you to change in anyway shape or form. Its also funny how they spend all that time trying to say that they are not like the rest and that's exactly what they are. No, they are worse then the rest. At least most are up front with thats all they want you for. But to hide it and lie about it just makes it horrible. But now I can honestly say that I have found someone who is better than all of that.  I dont need people bringing me down, I dont need people talking shit about me to their friends. Nobody deserves that.  I dont know Im finally free of my burdens. I am strong, I have the confidence to take on anything. And perhaps in the next year or so  the world? possible starting at cork college. sounds good to me... the possibilities are endless..