what happened?!

I don't know where we went wrong. somewhere along the line we fell off track. at the beginning it was all smiles and who loves who more. wishing we could spend the entire day/night in each others arms watching stupid t.v shows.  I don't see why it has to end like this. how can someone say they would do anything for you one year, rip you to pieces the next? I don't see what happened. .. I just wanted to be the only one, is that too much to ask for? I did not ask for expensive things, I did not ask for anything difficult.

I don't see how people can move on from person to person like its nothing. they are in a new relationship every other week like its nothing. They throw the "love" word around like its meaningless. well it means something to me. maybe it was all just a joke to you, maybe it was all just a stupid game to you. but it wasn't to me.  and i hate that every time I get over you again, you come back to rip my heart to pieces all over again. I deserve better than that.