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A supreme love, a motive that gives a sublime rhythm to a woman's life, and exalts habit into partnership with the soul's highest needs, is not to be had where and how she wills: to know that high initiation, she must often tread where it is hard to tread, and feel the chill air, and watch through darkness. It is not true that love makes things easy: it makes us choose what is difficult.

Monday, January 28, 2013

idk what to do

im seriously too young to be having these heart complications.
i was allready diagnosed with some kind of heart problem.
today in in one of my classes i got really bad chest pains, dizzy, felt like all the blood was rushing to my head and nausea, head ache.
Im like greeeaaaattt.....
somehow i made it home.
typically i normally have high blood pressure, yes i know its bad..
but I just took my bp and its dangerously low...
I just give up.
I probably should go to a doctor. but what can they really do?
perscribe me with blood pressure meds? what if my bp drops like it did today? idk. I cant breathe. I should have changed my lifestyle a long time ago. I guess this is all just my fault. lol.

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