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A supreme love, a motive that gives a sublime rhythm to a woman's life, and exalts habit into partnership with the soul's highest needs, is not to be had where and how she wills: to know that high initiation, she must often tread where it is hard to tread, and feel the chill air, and watch through darkness. It is not true that love makes things easy: it makes us choose what is difficult.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Im sorry

I lost sight of what matters in life. I'm not ready to give up. It just feels different than the others.  I have never ever had a hard time moving on before. I mean I'm living my life and I'm happy, but its constantly in the back of my mind. I know I screwed up. I just need to quit thinking about it all and just forget and move on totally for good. Because I'm not wanted and its never going to happen.  I mean i like other people i guess. But I remember every time I would look at him I would get butterflies even after all that time. Even thinking of him I do..  I must really be crazy HAHAHA! oh geeze...  
esto perpetua

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