Theres so many things I wish I could tell you...I push you away. 1) Because I do not know your intentions and am so sick of being hurt by you. 2) I have thought of you every second of every day. Even though I hated you at times, I still loved you. There was a point in time when I would have done anything for you. For a while, yes I have moved on. Ive seen other people it was fine for a while but eventually you would come back to mind and the other person was just not the same.. not you. They have made me realize that I do deserve better. However, not matter how much I wish it could work out. I don't think your going to do anything about it. I am so tired of being a back up girl. Its just too bad that it was never mutual..I guess everyone was right. Don't fall for someone who doesn't feel the same for you.. And don't say you did because if you truly felt the same you wouldn't have given up. Not that it matters anymore. I don't know why your playing these games. Figure out what the heck you want. I am not waiting around. I have learned from my mistakes. I am at peace in my life and I don't need someone trying to ruin that for their own personal gain. I mean really, what are you trying to get out of this huh? did you forget that your seeing someone else?. I don't need you to lead me on anymore. Im not stupid.
so there you go, its easier for me to push you away and be mean then to let you know how I really feel.
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