=) smile

today was so interesting.  people were having drama at work the minute I walked in.
I have been talking to this guy. and I didn't know exactly how I felt about him. But today hanging out seeing him made me have an immediate smile. had fun.  I guess it does find you one way or another. I just always thought I liked older guys. I mean I still do... but I guess sometimes its not always what you expect.
So Im going to keep optimistic and hope for the best.  and see where this goes... =)

I give up

The more I try to get anything to work, the more it doesn't. So on that thought I say fuck everyone and I give up. I'm just pissed because my phone isn't working and it did this 20 days ago. I thought It was fixed but it looks like I'm going to have to take it to Apple soon. I have to close tonight thought. So I have to make an appt. and I don't know when to make it for. I knew it was too good to be true. That is the story of my life!!! Every time I think something is too good to be true, it comes back and hits me in the face per say.  ugh I just give up!! I cant get a hold of someone to find out where they are because I'm using their phone till I get mine fixed !!  and I need to see when I can make my appt. because I don't want to be driving without my phone all the way out to the apple store.  maybe it was a bad idea to even get it in the first place. Nothing ever works out for me so I don't see why I just keep trying....