what??

A supreme love, a motive that gives a sublime rhythm to a woman's life, and exalts habit into partnership with the soul's highest needs, is not to be had where and how she wills: to know that high initiation, she must often tread where it is hard to tread, and feel the chill air, and watch through darkness. It is not true that love makes things easy: it makes us choose what is difficult.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

woods

today was great.
went bowling, for a walk got food watching movies.

tomorrow is going to be great also

hope yall having a good fall.
later peeps.

Monday, September 29, 2014

moving on

and so it begins...

Friday, September 26, 2014

runner

Went to see The Maze Runner last night.. pretty great ;)

Hope everyone is having a great ass friday.
=)

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

pink

great day going out to eat. =)

I must have a manicure day tomorrow

peace yall
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Monday, September 22, 2014

im walking on sunshine!!

I used to think maybe you love me, I know that it's true
And I don't wanna spend all of my life just waiting for you
 Now I don't want you back for the weekend, not back for a day, no, no, no
Baby I just want you back and I want you to stay






eh no fuck that
leave me alone.  dont bring me down with your bullshit.
=)

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

goodbye my love

You held my hand so tight
We watched the stars all night
But still I realize
There's something in your eyes.

The way you say you love me
And that we are meant to be
Is killing every piece of me
If you could only see.

There's no doubt you really care
But it's your heart you can never share
And though you tried your best to love me
It's just not meant to be and so I set you free.

It's hard for me to let go
But it's the only way I know
To spare you from suffering
And to save my heart from dying.


Still I thank you for everything
And it's your love I'll forever be missing
And now that I have to go
Remember what we had was never a show.

I love you dear and so I fear
You'll be miserable if I am near
So take this chance and explore the world
Let your heart be your sword!

Friday, September 12, 2014

this too shall pass =)

my new love is right... I do deserve the best. ;)

Saturday, September 6, 2014

concerned.

time runs out faster than we want it to..

I would generally like to do indoor skydiving rather than outdoor...  I dont think that is something I would regret when I die.. Oh no, I should have choose outdoor skydivng.. why?!?!
lol
you don't understand I do not have any time to waste on people that do not care about me. 

 I will never be the one with the perfect fairytale ending, I have come to accept that.  But I  am still hopeful =)

Monday, September 1, 2014

tomorrow is a new start.

I have to be with someone who cares about me.

Friday, August 29, 2014

at a crossroads.

Which direction shall I choose?
what I want.,.? or what I need?
=(

Friday, August 15, 2014

to be continued....

You will never know the exact moment that she'd given up. One day you will begin to miss her again, but it will be too late.. sometimes we get tired of trying and trying and trying-only to be shut down. In the end, All you will know is that you did nothing to stop her.

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

time

is not on my side. im not ready. i have so much to do. i need more time. i need to do more.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

true love

sometimes we are just lucky enough to see it.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

wow

you have got to be kidding me!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, July 22, 2014

booo hooo

Ive been having a bad couple days..   my hair is a mess so far. I gotta dry it and dye it again. hopefully it turns out okay.  my doctor kept calling wanting me to make an appt which I have put off because I don't wanna hear the bad news.  so now I have a doctor appt. tomorrow and one next week. damn....

well at least if I am dying I can finally have an excuse to sell everything I own and skip my ass to Hawaii. CYA!!!!

Friday, July 4, 2014

smile

some people just make you so happy, you do not know what you ever did before them.



..oh yeah..
be treated fucking miserably

HA HA!!

Monday, June 30, 2014

ouch

where there is a flame.. someone's bound to get burned..




 

Monday, June 23, 2014

snluhjbt

forever is a long time, I wouldn't mind spending it by your side...

Monday, June 16, 2014

kudos

life is great <3 p="">
making that bank $$$$

having a great summer!!!
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Friday, May 16, 2014

sad

and that is why you do not fall in love with a person youve only known for a week... and that is also leaving the country....